I haven’t been on here in forever.
And I’ve been so off-track. Sososo off-track. :(
I got so busy with school the past few months that I quit working out, and then my eating habits quickly fell to the wayside too. So I’m pretty sure I gained back all the weight I lost, and I’m so mad at myself for doing that.
SO. This summer, that’s my number one goal. I’ll have some summer classes, be working 2 jobs, but I have to do this for myself. I’m even bringing up my bike from home so I can ride the rail trail in the mornings. I’m gonna stop eating fast food (except for my breaks at one of my jobs, Burger King. It’s hard to escape that, but I’ma try to eat the healthy options there).
This is all starting the 15th. I want to start it when I get moved into my new apartment. New apartment, fresh start, you know?
This post reminds me.. I need to make my summer to-do list post on my other Tumblr ahaha.
I’ve gotten so off-track.
The past couple days haven’t been bad, but man I’ve gotta get back into eating right and exercising. I’m starting to slip back into my old habits and now that I care more about what I’m eating, it makes me sick to think that my willpower isn’t stronger than this. I’m not even going to weigh myself to see if I’ve gained anything back because if I do, it’ll just upset me and then I’ll eat my emotions & that just doesn’t help anything at all lol.
So here I am, back on my journey to a new me!
So my weigh-in last night was a little off!
Last night I weighed myself on a whim, and it read 295, which is an 8 lb loss total. But I decided to weigh myself this morning to see if there was any difference, and there was! I weigh 292 lbs! (I weighed myself 3 times to check and it was the same every time!) :D
So that means I’ve lost 11 lbs. and I’m 7 lbs. away from my first goal! I don’t know what my reward will be, but I’ll cross that bridge when I get there.
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